it is what it is (I can’t do this anymore)
(via forbiddnsky)
i don’t know why i am looking for you when i know you are not out anymore. time has changed and i know i’m not going to run into you anymore. i don’t understand why i still have hope. i don’t why i really want to see you still. we are living separate lives and should not have to worry. it’s just ironic that i once told you that. i really miss you but i will not reach out. i just hope you are doing well and you’re truly happy. i love you and wish you the best truly. i fight the urge to have animosity towards you.
“My only relationship goal is to be with a person who motivates me to become a great person and tells me the potential I don’t see in myself.”— Unknown
i know i’m being foolish but why do i have a little ounce of hope you’ll come back? my problem is that i have too much hope. i miss you so much. i love you but you failed to make me feel loved and safe. how did i get here? why did you do this to me? you confused me so for so long. so many years and memories we had. i have to let you go. i know it wouldn’t work but i just hoped you would prove me wrong. i hate this so fucking much.
with tears in my eyes i begged you to stay
you said hey man i love you but no way jose
(via thepoisonroom)
i always think you’re gonna come back but deep down i know you’re not.
i miss being in love
i miss being vulnerable
i miss long hugs
i miss long kisses
i miss being held
i miss being sweet
I miss being wanted
i miss laughing
i feel like i’ve been fighting for so long
IT’S ALL FUN AND GAMES UNTIL YOU REALIZE THE RELATIONSHIP OF TWO FICTIONAL CHARACTERS OWNS YOUR SOUL AND YOU CAN’T GET YOUR LIFE BACK AND NOTHING MATTERS ANYMORE
(via gollumunchkin)
u ever in such a bad mood u feel urself turning evil?
had an actual meal. not evil anymore
(via sexlovemarijuana)